I think I'm dissociating...

[safe patio]

And I can't say why because the automod said it was against the rules to say why...

[left pasture]

🥑

[earnest matrix]

@safe patio and what do you want to do about it

Usually I just sit through it the whole time

[safe patio]

I don't know...

I can't even talk about why because of the automod saying it's against the rules...

[real stratus]

Try looking up grounding techniques

[inland parrot]

Hey @safe patio if you want to you can DM me I've a lot of experiences with dissociating and we could talk about it in private if you want than it's not against the rules :)

[safe patio]

Okay, thank you Gogus...

That means a lot to me, truly... I'm not used to such magnanimous kindness...

[inland parrot]

:)

[earnest matrix]

You could DM me, we have a history with dissociation, unless the other guy helped enough

[safe patio]

Gogus kinda ghosted me. I presume that they either got very busy or prioritized their own mental health, which is perfectly fine and I understand, and simply hope I didn't make them uncomfortable with oversharing.

So I would love an additional person or system to speak with me, if that's okay with all of you.

[earnest matrix]

Yeah of course you can dm us at any time :D

[inland parrot]

I know this is off topic but please for the love of god check my profile before calling me a "guy" because even tough I'm cis I'm very sick and tired of people assuming I'm a guy just because my dc nickname doesn't sound that feminine 🥲🥲🥲
(This isn't any hate I don't wanna attack you or sth I simply wanna correct it 🙈)

[earnest matrix]

You walk to a group of friends. There's a few girls and boys there.
"Hey guys what's up"
I wasn't calling you a boy

It's kind of like calling someone "bro"

I hear girls call their groups of friends (also girls) "guys"

I didn't assume you were a boy (or any other gender to be honest)

[earnest matrix]

Sorry if I offended you by that, but these were my intentions on it

[safe patio]

The harassment from that dramatuber remains ongoing even after a month since the start... I had a serious mental health episode this morning because of it.

The fact she's directly accusing me of doing to others what my father and Vic Mignogna did to me is... shockingly effective. It's a direct attack on my trauma, exploiting it as a weak point, and she no doubt knows that which is why she does it. Even with all my therapy and defenses, it's affecting me, and she's quite gleeful about that and uses any panic attack or flashback I have as an excuse to further insist I'm crazy and deserve this abuse...

But so many are blindly believing her lies, which only makes it worse, to the point people have followed me to Reddit to accuse me of these crimes. Websites have ignored all my reports of her and her followers harassing me... It makes me feel like they are expressing explicit approval of her slander against me.

[real stratus]

If it's not getting better and reports prove to be ineffective, it may be worth looking into creating new accounts with new emails and deleting the old stuff. For your own mental wellbeing.

I'm sorry to hear that this is happening to you