tiny nebula
Im so scared my past will catch up to me, the things that happened to me will come back up. The thing sthat happened, oh they hurt to think about. I wish it could all go away. My fake personality is slowly fading away and I don't want the world to see the true me. I wish I could forget. I wish. The cuts and bite marks i give myself are a relief, but it wont last forever. I dont know who I am anymore. Please im so done with life. I want all my trauma to just be gone. Every time I talk to my parents about how they hurt me mentally, they just brush it offf and either say "You let yourself get hurt by our words. Its not our fault." or "That never happened." How would you know if I was hurt by your words? Why would you say that?
mortal hazel