ashen summit
You arent a mistake.
#Why do I exist
covert zodiac
mm okay. evidence? if you dont have evidence pretty sure that means you do deserve to exist
desert pulsar
I felt the same once. Luckily, I had friends to help me pull through. You are wothy of existing, loved, smart, a good friend, and everything else. Don’t give up. We’re here for you.
foggy knoll
There are people that care for you, even if you don't know it.
You are one of a kind.
peak shell
I ain’t taking this.
You helped me, I’m not letting you self deprecate.
You should exist. You can do things right.
You helped me.
You did that right.
You possibly saved my life.
@hushed river , please. Don’t do this to yourself. I love (platonically) you too much to let this happen to you.
covert zodiac
and how do you hurt them
wraith gyro
Its ok. We can be friends, and even if you say stuff you don’t mean, I’ll understand. I come from so many friend groups, so I’m an easygoing person I think. All I want to do is help people. So if you want to talk, ramble, scream, I’ll listen. I’ll try to help if that’s what you want. We can help. You just have to let us. If that’s harder for you, I understand that. So please, let us help
I’m not forcing you to say yes. But I want to help. Genuinely.
covert zodiac
it sounds like your friends dont understand you, not that youre trying to hurt them
then that is not your fault
you deserve to exist
then define "enough"
its not your fault. its not your fault for being you, for having emotions, for other peoples actions especially
well
cant everyone be better
cant everyone change eventually
eventually is still an inevitability
eventually just doesnt have time to happen sometimes
it gets cut short
or maybe it was never an eventually at all
what makes you think you cant change
sounds more like youre not given the chance to change
i used to have a friend who also had anger issues. he always wanted to change and become a better person, but his old friends kept being assholes to him for fun. his anger issues stayed the same because of that, and he never got the chance to actually attempt to change. even when he did change, everyone still thought of him as the same, angry guy. they never gave him a second chance
you sound oddly similar to him
maybe its not you, its the people around you
sorry my brain uses cold hard logic and so i try to help people through cold hard logic and its hard to apply that to mushy subjective things
so uhm… proof by contradiction therefore you do deserve to exist
sorry T-T
imo there is no "deserving" because everyones already here whether they want to be or not. not existing would only detract from the world, even just materially speaking
so the question of whether you deserve to exist is pointless cus youre already here! might as well live life to the fullest