Dont really know what to think or feel or want or need or.. anything

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Sry if this is ramble y... im not good at explaining things clearly

I just dont know anything anymore, some days i feel alr and others i spend all day crying

Im too scared to do a lot of things (talk to my mom abt feelings, show my boyfriend my face, go outside, talk to ppl, come out to family, etc) and idk why

I dont know what i want anymore and idk what would make me happy, cause it seems like even if good things happen its not enough for me, idk

I want out of all this so much but i cant bc ik thatd be hard on my family and bf

I should add, ik that wasnt all that specific, but i can answer specific questions, i like questions