I don't matter

[vivid crater]

I know it, so we'll, I do not matter, no one cares, I'm just a burden. These thoughts have gotten me to be free, less socializing, since it is a waste of my time, no need to try to keep myself going and even think about myself, since I'm just a no one. But I also know that this "freedom" is unhealthy and I just wanted to vent and do something that isn't just staring at a wall.

[smoky quiver]

ur right

[barren pier]

Not helpful.

And you do matter

[vivid crater]

Ty

Glad I'm validated

[barren pier]

And no he's wrong, you do matter and I know we just met but I care about each and everyone here. You just got to keep going because everyone has a purpose in life even if you just don't see it yet.

[vivid crater]

It's easier to live this way tho. Way less satisfying, but without effort, life is a drift. I just have to tolerate it

I don't need people to value me

I'm a waste of time

[barren pier]

But other people value you, even if you don't want it people do such as friends and family.

[barren pier]

No you're not I mean I don't think you are. Im using my time to talk with you because I believe your important.

[vivid crater]

But am I?

[barren pier]

Yes.

You are important, to me right now because I want you to feel good about yourself.

And don't take that as me "being peddy" because I'm not and I genuinely care about you

[vivid crater]

I probably don't matter that much to my friends, i mean we have our whole group. I don't think my crush loves me back, and my family just doesn't get it.

I'm fine.
I'm fine.

[barren pier]

Well that's a lie as you made this post thread.

Let me ask you something. Why do you feel like your crush does not like you back, and why do you believe your family does not get it?

[vivid crater]

Well im probably not enough of a person for my crush to like, and my family, they try to help, but I can't cooperate, so I make them fail me.

But honestly this was just to vent. I'm totally fine the way I am

[barren pier]

Can you give me specifics on why you think your not "enough of a person" for your crush?

[vivid crater]

Idk, I just don't seem special. We talk about some indie games a lot, and sing and do voice acting together, but he can do that with someone else, better than me

[barren pier]

But he chooses to do it with you... Why do you think he dose (And don't say "because he peddies me"

[forest vault]

I’m going through this too I understand I feel your pain

[vivid crater]

Because i was the first weirdo he saw drawing spamton g spamton when he joined my school. If he hadn't found me he would've found someone else with likely better qualities than me

[barren pier]

But he found you first. Sometimes things have there way of happening.

And either way he still cares about you if he enjoys going out with you such as you said "Singing, games, Voice acting ext."He enjoys his time with you I bet

[vivid crater]

Yeah but he's probably fine with the rest of my friendgroup. The only thing that we did that was special was just dueting a song for karaoke night

But honestly, I'm beginning to understand what you're saying

[barren pier]

Just try to look at the positive things that you have done in your life, all the excitement. And well think about the Karicokie (LMAO I butcher that spelling) night that got to have been fun.

[barren pier]

💛

Good to hear

[vivid crater]

I will use your spelling of karicokie from now on lol

[wild cairn]

Kinda unrelated. Can thanos get banned pls? TwT

[barren pier]

Noooooo

[barren pier]

He did

[vivid crater]

Why? Who's Thanos? Are we banishing a marvel villain?

[barren pier]

Now I'm going to be stuck with that forever 😭

[vivid crater]

Haha! No I am!

[barren pier]

Bwahaha no it's the kid that was unhelpful earlier

[barren pier]

This nerd

[vivid crater]

Oh yeah that guy

[wild cairn]

Well hes made... unsavory comments on previous posts too

[barren pier]

Dw it been taken care of we don't need to talk about it

[vivid crater]

Well i think you've boosted me back up tysm!

[wild cairn]

O cool

[barren pier]

That's my job 😜

Feel free to DM me if you need more encouragement or well someone to vent to, and help support you 💛

[vivid crater]

Ok! Ty!

[barren pier]

Np

[fleet kite]

omg spill the tea pls im so fing bored give me someone to get mad at or smth

[cold night]

Please go get some help. Life is hard, I feel like a burden myself. But you know what it isn't worth it. Being a burden sucks but it is not true. Hard to believe but it isn't true. We love you and you matter, you yourself think you matter whether you relise or not. You know how I know you came on here to tell us. Not to be a burden, but because you think you matter. You just have look harder to realize it.

[cold night]

Also Thanos please go get some help and stay off the community help severs for a while okay?

[barren pier]

I already stated they where banned so no need to continue it

[cold night]

Oh okay I didn't see that thanks