I sometimes wonder if it's my fault.... So I used to have this friend Hallie! On vr. We were BEST FRIENDS like always hung out and talked. We went through everything together! I defended her always! And anyways here's how she started to ghost and then stopped talking to me entirely. So I was hanging out with Hallie in a call then my friend mat calls me (I'm the owner of our group) and so he tells me that my friend Brandon is threatening him and so me and Hallie called him and he explained what happened and I'm wondering where to go and questioning it and so I decide to end the fight and so we go back to normal and then something else happens that makes Hallie and cry and so I yell at them to stfu and that they should be known as bad people because everyone was hating on mat (Hallie ex but bf in the presence of this story) and mat told us he would kill himself. And so Hallie cried bc she actually loved him. So idk what happened but we got situated and so went back to everything. But one day our friend Danny came backs after a 2 months break and so I was playing with my friend Ben and Hallie and then danny, hope, and mat joins and then I say I'm gonna quit vr for a lil and Danny says "well that sounds like a YOU problem" then he goes laughing with the others so I yell at him and leave the call and I play Dandys world for like 1 week ands don't talk to anyone and when I come back Hallie doesn't answer any of my calls and ghosts me. And now I have an emptiness inside me.
#I miss my friend... Tw: Clinginess, sucidal thoughts
opaque valley
deep meteor
Well have you asked anyone what they think you did wrong?
dense imp
I'm so sorry. You never did anything to hurt him. It isn't your fault.
loud schooner
It isn't your fault. Thing like this are never anyone's fault okay. Please I want you to try to find a specialized person to speak to okay. We love you Oliva trust us on this. Best of luck
opaque valley
Thanks... Ive been reaching out to the old friends that were in the group but none of them really know and hallies ex said that she was a bitch so I yelled at him then kicked him out and blocked him