I've been through so many relationships all ending in me getting hurt in some way, Ex: Cheating, pure neglect, and a partner being lesbian
All I can think about now is how I feel so worthless and it hurts, but It feels wrong posting here seeing others actual pain
It also doesn't help how I get abused at school and one time almost killed by my own "Friend"
My mom is also forcing me into things I hate like cutting my hair being purely straight everything hurts everyday...
#...
dark atlas
loud pawn
Im so sorry this has happened to you and im sorry you’re feeling this way :( you are not a worthless person you are a hurting human, you’re someone who’s been hurt over and over again often by people who were supposed to care for you that doesn’t mean you’re worthless or something it means the people around you failed to treat you with the care and respect you need
You’ve tried to love and connect, but you’ve been hurt cheated on, neglected, misled
You’ve been abused at school even violently
You’re not being accepted or supported at home your identity and preferences are being controlled you’re carrying this all mostly alone 😢😢
That’s a lot for anyone to hold It makes perfect sense that you’re feeling the way you do You’re not weak, You’re tired because you’re surviving things that most people don’t even know how to talk about, you deserve safety You deserve love You deserve space to be who you are,
you don’t deserve to be forced to fit someone else’s mold not your mom’s, not your school’s, not anyone’s
You matter Even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
Can i ask you questions if you don’t mind?
Do you have anyone in your life who makes you feel even a little safe?
dark atlas
Not really