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I was traumatised at a very young age because of abuse and neglect.
With my autism, I unfortunately got depression and eating disorder. im not clinically diagnosed. i think the terms accurately described the influence.
Still now, i have low self worth, daddy issues, mummy issues with avoidant attachment style.
i m gonna start healing myself. like idk start small. Gonna be hard but if i give myself up, who will have faith in me?
i just wanna spread some positivity or whatever it's called.
i don't regret or hate the trauma. At least i developed empathy or compassion for others. I do envy those healthy individuals without family issues. I already accept my parents being homophobic. I know I never come out again.
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