TW -- VIOLENCE AGAINST OTHERS

[worldly mesa]

For a few months i have just been wanting to kill someone, not a designated person, just someone, anyone, i just feel like it would be so satisfying to just hear and feel a knife tearing through someones chest and the gush of blood coming out, there is just something about it that makes me want to do it so bad, like i know its illegal and that just makes me want to do it even more and more and i dont know what to do, i never talk to my therapist cause i dont like to concern others with my problems, so when i do it online its easier because no one knows who i am and they are usually kinder.

[steep laurel]

I mean come kill me I will take your hits just don’t hurt others or yourself

[worldly mesa]

i know and i belive them that they are there to help just i find it really hard to tell people

[worldly mesa]

nu uh

[steep laurel]

Hmm than don’t hurt yourself or others

[worldly mesa]

maybe

[steep laurel]

If you want to hurt others or yourself just hurt me

[worldly mesa]

i quit therapy a few months back because all it did was make it worse and like i said its just too harrd for me to trust anyone in my family, they are really supporting but i dont wanna concern them

[worldly mesa]

nu uh

[steep laurel]

Than don’t hurt others or yourself

[worldly mesa]

like i said maybe

[steep laurel]

😢

[foggy mirage]

You should hurt @steep laurel

[worldly mesa]

nu uh

[steep laurel]

😁

[high marsh]

Well take it out on me I just don’t care no more.. hopefully it’ll help and satisfy your need for it..

[inner sphinx]

this is the type of problem to consult your therapist about.

you shouldn't feel bad about doing so

that is literally their job