So I've been dating this guy for about a year now and he has terrible depression and anxiety that has led to him having || suicidal thoughts || for the entire time. He has terrible self esteem and does nothing to help himself. He has terrible nightmares, is lgbtq in an unaccepting mormon family, and seems to be in constant pain. Ive tried to support him because it took 4 months to break through his walls in the first place but i am his only source of support. Theres been many nights where hes so depressed that he says he'll do it and then apologize in the morning and try to break up with me. This has happened like 4-5 times already. I've tried getting other help. His family found out recently and got him some very weak anxiety pills but they aren't helping i don't think (or he's just not taking them). I can't do this anymore. It's exhausting and im moving across the country from him for college so i won't be there to help him. I don't know what to do but i can't do this anymore. Advice would be nice if anyone has any
#TW - Suicide
soft dew
Sorry i don't know if this is too graphic for this channel but idk what to do and I'm terrified to call any help lines or anything like that
uneven horizon
does he want to improve himself? or is he staying like this without trying
soft dew
does he want to improve himself? or is he staying like this without trying
Hes exhausted of fighting so he doesn't want to keep fighting anymore and itd take more energy to try to improve so he doesn't want to suffer anymore so he's so exhausted that he doesn't think its worth it anymore