So Im torn between two worlds, falling back into a pit I worked so hard to crawl out of, not sleeping, feeling helpless, like a burden. I do SH, just not very often. I’m trying not to, but sometimes it’s hard. I have a younger sibling who hates me and makes it VERY known. I’ve had thoughts about ending it. It’s getting harder and harder for me to sleep. I feel like no one gets me or understands me. I’m tired of being the pushover and the “oh she’s ok” daughter. Or am I just being a dramatic teenage girl who wants attention? Cause to everyone else, that’s what it is. I’ve also felt 6-7 losses over the past 5 years, most of which happened around the same time. I also may lose my oldest dog, and im scared. So I don’t know what to do. I’m breaking down almost every night. The last loss I had hadn’t really hit, and I get now is the perfect time for it to.
#Soooo… am I broken? Or just being silly?
wicked plaza
odd wagon
So Im torn between two worlds, falling back into a pit I worked so hard to crawl...
No, you are not attention seeking. This is extremely bad depression from what I can make of it. The sadness is being bottled up, causing this. If you need help, I am on EST, and my DMs are always open.
wicked plaza
No, you are not attention seeking. This is extremely bad depression from what I ...
Thank you, I might send a message
odd wagon
Okay!
hearty raft
So Im torn between two worlds, falling back into a pit I worked so hard to crawl...
in a very similar situation rn, just 4x less severe... dm me if u want to talk (utc - 4 for the next 12 hours, then utc + 9 for another 4 days, then utc + 8 for 3 months, then back to utc -4)