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Soo... I'm really confused Abt my identify, and I wanted to you guys help me to know what I am in reality ^^
Sometimes I don't feel that this gender assigned at birth is ok, and sometimes I cannot describe what gender I identify rn
And I'm really confused
Also I have showed some love interest in one of my friends...but I don't her as a lover, I want her as a friend
And sometimes I feel like...idk I just don't feel like a woman
bro 
hasty swallow
The feeling of not feeling like your gender assigned at birth in your situation might be gender fluid or non binary
If you feel like boy you might be transgender
If you love your friend as a close friend maybe you are aromantic or asexual meaning you don't experience romantic or sexual attraction to someone but you can still have platonic or queerplatonic relationships with people
You could also be demiromantic meaning you only experience romantic feelings towards someone if you are very close to them
You could also simply be lesbian but I don't really know as we don't have too much context