#I can't see a point in any of this.

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snow jacinth
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I am really goddamn useless. I'm just a waste of time. Hell, I'm a waste of my own time. I'm not really good at anything, mediocre at best. I'm really dumb. I can't pay attention for shit. I'm annoying. I'm not funny. There's just really no point to me as a person. Plus, I feel like even if I manage to get good at anything worth anything, there's still no point! This world isn't worth living in. I get constantly harassed just for being a fucking person. Transphobia and Homophobia are bullshit. Especially when you gotta experience both. I'm so bored of everything. I have zero inspiration to make any art, YouTube's getting boring as shit, and most of the people in my life don't want to be in my life, or they hate me. I don't feel like anything's worth it. I'm not, like, actively suicidal or anything, I just... still don't want to live anymore. I'll probably be killed off by police when they end up making being LGBTQ+ punishable by law anyway. I dunno what to do. I can't see anything getting better, only worse.

warm wolf
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Don’t I know it. I’m in a rush because an idiot is being stupid, but I’m so sorry. I hope you get better. I’m so proud of you for making I this far!

hushed beacon
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NO SAYING BAD THINGS ABT YOURSELF! IT ONLY MAKES YOU FEEL WORSE!

snow jacinth
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cant think of nothin positive rn

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havent been able to for ages

warm wolf
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Hey, I believe in you. I just know you’ll get better,

snow jacinth
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i hope

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i just still cant see how anything can turn out right for me

warm wolf
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Hey, I gotta deal with the idiot, how about we talk on DMs later? Are you okay with that?

snow jacinth
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ah sure man

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mb

warm wolf
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Great! Let’s deal with the idiot, and talk! It’s fine.

hushed beacon
snow jacinth
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man, only reason im still alive is cause my dad never looks away from me or lets me off the fuckin leash he keep me on.

warm wolf
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Hey, it’s gonna be okay. I know you can get batter.

snow jacinth
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i aint strong or resilient tho, i just bend to everyone's will cause im too scared to cause a problem

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i cant be myself anywhere

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bout everyone at my school is extremely transphobic and homophobic, my dad and siblings are the same. only person who accepts me is my mom, but i cant ask for help from her cause she's too depressed to do anything.

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im just a hollow ass shell that gives content creators views

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id say i lost myself but i dont think i knew who that was in the first place

hushed beacon
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Saying those things isn’t helping your mentality.

warm wolf
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Hey, none of that is true as well.

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Well, some might, but it shoudln’t be.

hushed beacon
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I don’t like when people say those things abt themselves…

warm wolf
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Neither do I.

snow jacinth
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sorry

hushed beacon
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it’s okay

warm wolf
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Hey, it’s okay.

hushed beacon
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i just want people to be happy or at least like not sad

snow jacinth
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im not sad im just done

warm wolf
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I want people to realize how much they really mean in the world.

hushed beacon
warm wolf
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Would you like to start DMing me?

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We don’t have to if you don’t want to though.

snow jacinth
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i dunno what to say in there though

warm wolf
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We could talk?

snow jacinth
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well yeah

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i dunno

warm wolf
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I mean about just general stuff.

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Like your day, your struggle.s

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It doesn’t really matter.

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So, would you like to?

snow jacinth
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uh yeah i suppose

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sorry i uh didnt know how to reply

warm wolf
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It’s fine.

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When would you like to?

snow jacinth
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um i dunno

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just like dm me when ur able to i guess

warm wolf
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Okay!

soft sun
snow jacinth
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i dont have anyone really

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im not really attached to anything enough for it to rly be a reason to stay

warm wolf
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Well thst’s a bit sad.

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I’ve Dmed you fyi

snow jacinth
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oh ok my bad i didnt see

warm wolf
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It’s fine.

soft sun