I constantly create scenarios and do dumb stuff
I overthink constantly driving myself crazy
I cant sleep
I just wanna cry
i’m angry at everything
My mom always tries to talk to me when I’m overthinking and she gets upset that i’m upset and appear rude to her and I never wanna hurt her
i constantly feel overwhelmed
I feel so lonely even tho I shut people out
I try to tell people how I feel but they just tell me I create my own problems and say they overwhelm them
I wanna stop caring for me clearly none of my friends truly like me I am just a rug for them to walk on they make it known they never talk to me unless I do something for them
I hate most people because I love them so much but they wont help me when I need help
#I hate to vent but I need this
pure mica
ancient hollow
stop being the doormat, stand up straigt and be the wall.