Can't figure out if I'm trans

[robust aurora]

I am AMAB nonbinary (for now) but I have recently noticed that I get jealous of the way girls dress. I never had an interest in traditionally masculine things. I don't like body hair at all, mustache especially. I wouldn't call it dysphoria, just don't like it.

On another server someone asked a question, forgot the exact wording but it was something like, "if you woke up the opposite gender/sex tomorrow morning how would you feel" and my answer was something like "I wouldn't be upset"

I can't tell if I want to be a girl or if I want to be like a girl.

I've never worried about sexuality much for some reason, it's gender that confuses me

[acoustic inlet]

Okay, I believe you can dress femininely even as non-binary, but this could be trans stuff happening. It’s all really up to what you want your gender identity to be.

[robust aurora]

Guess I just gotta think about it

[acoustic inlet]

Yeah. Sorry I can’t help you more.

[robust aurora]

well I know I'm not cis, I guess that's a good start

[quaint mural]

I’m going thru something similar rn and I think it just takes time to understand. What has helped me a lot is keeping a journal so you can write your thoughts down on paper, rather than trying to untangle them all in your head