empty burrow
My dad was about to punch numerous times because of my selfharm. He was about to beat me up, I am scared so I called the 988 and they show up in my house. Again, Scared, I didn't show the abuse that what happened. So my dad called I know my brothers told that cops are the house. My dad stated was obviosly, he was fucking piss off. but he in a calm voice said that " u just called the cops; why??? And I said " no no no, I didn't called the cops ". I called the 988 and the send me a link. I click on it and I was sent on a websit, So I called the mental hopital and the women called was very nice. And therapist said that u have to get Guardan. Well, shit, I had to hang up and didn't really no anything about it. unto fucking 911 called me and I rag it didn't even know it was them. I hang up, and then.... they came into my door. So this is a happened; after the fact that my dad was going to beat me up... Oh ( and At this time it was like 12 hours since my dad was about to beat me up because of selfharm. My dad was not happy that I called to cops so he came into are house. My dad was angry and " disoppointed " at me and throw the blame like every single time. Welp, he thought that I was mentaly sick so he called a mental and this is what we far now. Should I never talk about my trauma and let me get abuse. I was always smacked or hit, slam throwed. Or should I tell my trauma and never come back to this shitty family again.
crisp wagon
high dagger