Normally, i respond to others, so its weird for me to post... i dont know how to explain it, but im so, done with life... i see no meaning, or any reason for me to live anymore, as not even my parents care, and even make jokes about me trying to die.
My will to live is just gone. My friends turned there backs on me, and dont really seem to care if i die, so why should i care. If im not responding, im either dead, or hospitalized, hopefully dead. Life had its moments, but i have no reason to live anymore.