hii, i just don't know what to do
i have some hallucinations and delusions sometimes, and they scare me. i alredy had several hallucinations evolving feeling my body change, hearing voices (usually screaming) seeing things sometimes.
i really want to get help, but my mom don't believe me. she says im just doing a scene, and that i'm "too young for having those problems", so she is never going to let me go to a psychiatrist.
im scared. i dont think when im having delusions. even if im lucid most of the time, i know how desperate i become when im delusional, and im scared of me. scared of what i can do when im not acting consciously.
do yall have any solutions for this? i rlly need help