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coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:27 PM

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hi uhm, so ill get straight to the point: i told my gf that i threw up my dinner a few days ago and after that day i starved myself. how she reacted? she was mad, maybe the worried kind of mad but still. it didnt feel right. after that, i threw up again, and right now im starving myself. there was smth that triggered me: my own mom saying ''kai? are you eating again?'' ... how nice.

and now, my gf is being dry. she doesnt wanna talk to me. well i have that feeling. god i hate myself so much. i might starve myself again tmrw.

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:31 PM

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We’re practically going through the same thing.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:31 PM

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yeah

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:31 PM

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At least I’m not alone.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:31 PM

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yea thats great

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i guess we understand eachother :)

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:32 PM

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Yeah.

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How have you gotten through most of the pain?

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:33 PM

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trying to focus on the bright sides

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things that made you happy

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looking forward to things

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:33 PM

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That’s much better than what I’m doing.

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I’m just watching Manlybadasshero.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:34 PM

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going out with friends

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:34 PM

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onyx gate That’s much better than what I’m doing.

you can still do it

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or just try

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:34 PM

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I don’t have anything to look forward to.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:34 PM

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hm, how abt thinking abt things that made you happy?

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:35 PM

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It’s been too long since one of those happened. I forgot any.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:35 PM

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ohw :(

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:36 PM

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Do you suppose anybody will try to help me on my post?

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:36 PM

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ofc

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:36 PM

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I hope.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 3:37 PM

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im also trying to help, but i aint good at that

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and we are kind of going through the same thing so idk how to help

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 3:37 PM

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Medicine warnings are quite accurate. I have pain in the right part of my stomach.

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Neat.

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When you starve yourself, do you drink water?

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 4:00 PM

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no

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i was supposed to hang out with a friend in 30 mins but i dont want to anymore

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and im having an argument with my dad atm

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he called me a pig

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a fat pig, a ugly pig

onyx gate Jun 25, 2025, 4:31 PM

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He’s an idiot.

coral sage Jun 25, 2025, 4:44 PM

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i dont wanna be here anymore

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im tired

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(tw: symptoms ed + sui)

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my gf hates me

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im being such a mean bitch to her

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god i hate mysel

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