I think I'm going to end it all..

[bright lily]

My family never asked how I am this is the 3rd time ive made multiple cuts and no one asked if okay for if im doing well I really wanna end it all... If I don't talk just please assume I might have committed... This may be my goodnyw to y'all so I wanna say this was a wonderful server and y'all treated me with so much respect I love y'all and this may be my final decision

[cunning meadow]

Please don't

Everything will get better

[unkempt walrus]

Hold up bro. You till there?

[bright lily]

I'm here but I may be sleeping..

Soon I will sleep

[unkempt walrus]

Look... ping me when you are here fr

[uneven plover]

Dont do it

[frail hull]

Please don't do it it's not worth it you've come so far now don't give up you still have alot to achieve. Please try talking to someone irl about this and if you did you should seek help and for all that matters I'm here for you and you can trust me to talk to

[toxic leaf]

Oh god, please respond.

[undone mountain]

Don’t end it! No matter how old you are, you’d be killing the older you before she/he/they even breathe! And what about the little toddler you were? Didn’t she/he/they ever wonder what she/he/they would look like when she/he/they were grown up? There are many people behind these screens who care, you’re not alone. So please.. don’t end it…

[bright lily]

@cunning meadow @unkempt walrus @uneven plover @frail hull @toxic leaf @undone mountain I'm here..

[toxic leaf]

OH THANK GOD

Don’t you dare do it.

[frail hull]

Please stay safe

[bright lily]

Thank you all.. I got into therapy and I'm trying to get better

[cunning meadow]

Good, now don't leave.

It'll get better if you js wait! <33

Js hang in there and PLEASE let us now you're still here

[bright lily]

I'm here

I'm still wondering if I'll make past my birthday..

[halcyon moon]

Just saw this. If you ever need someone to talk to. My DM's are open if you need to vent/rant. Even if I may be a stranger, I am willing to give out a helping hand. 🫶 Stay strong, sister. Reach out if you want.

[frail hull]

Oh you will

And many more

[bright lily]

I don't think I'll make it past my 18th birthday rn..

[toxic leaf]

You will

Trust me.

Stay strong for us.

[unkempt walrus]

Ey bro. May I ask what you think you would attempt with?

[uneven plover]

Be strong, Always be strong

[undone mountain]

Make it past your birthday, otherwise your family won’t be able to celebrate you turning a year older. Everyone here loves and cares about you, this is your safe space to vent, I hope you don’t go through with it. I hope you’ll be okay.

[bright lily]

I'm thinking of h4nging myself that's what

[toxic leaf]

NO, YOU WILL NOT!

I refuse you to do that.

[bright lily]

😠

[toxic leaf]

NO!

[toxic leaf]

YOU STOP MAKING THAT FACE MRS.!

[bright lily]

🤬🤬🤬🤬😡

[toxic leaf]

I SAID STOP!

[toxic leaf]

I’LL SEND YOU TO YOUR ROOM!

[bright lily]

😤

[halcyon moon]

That's it young missy! You dare be so disrespectful to your mother like that? To your room!

[bright lily]

HOW ABOUT NO?! 😡🤬

[toxic leaf]

WHAT DID YOU SAY???

[halcyon moon]

Take her phone privileges. D:

[toxic leaf]

Disgrace!

[halcyon moon]

Now that's too far, dear!

[toxic leaf]

Oh, yeah, I suppose so…

Hmm.

[halcyon moon]

All we need is the chancla

[toxic leaf]

I’m afraid so.

[halcyon moon]

Do you have it?

[toxic leaf]

Of course.

It’s in the palm of my hand.

[halcyon moon]

Good. :D

[undone mountain]

Don’t hang yourself, it will make the pain last longer, and while we’re at it, DONT KILL YOURSELF!

[bright lily]

Maybe the pain will make me understand why no one likes me

[halcyon moon]

Heyy! I like you(Platonically)

[undone mountain]

Everyone here loves and cares for you! That pain would only make you feel worse! Everyone here likes you, stop saying those things! I know youre hurting but killing yourself is not the answer!

[toxic leaf]

No! The fact I’ve even been around this long on this I think would show that I care about you!

[bright lily]

No I'm sorry I mean irl like not on screen I'm so sorry I made you feel that way..

[toxic leaf]

Oh thank god. It’s fine, just please tell us if you’re joking. This post is literally called “I’m going to end it all..” Just please be careful of what you say, okay? Again, it’s fine.

At least you didn’t actually mean it!

[toxic leaf]

I forgive you.

[bright lily]

Well I was deciding over how bc of this guy (look down)

[bright lily]

This

[toxic leaf]

Okay.

[unkempt walrus]

So hanging? With what?

[toxic leaf]

WITH A ROPE, WHAT ELSE?

[toxic leaf]

Now stop, you might bring back the thoughts!

[unkempt walrus]

I am not gonna say the others because I have tried other shit. I am trying to help him overcome these in the future. Avoidance is temporary, they will come back

[toxic leaf]

I hope they’ll stop eventually. No one should die by their own hands.

[unkempt walrus]

But no, they need help, so I am here to help them

[toxic leaf]

I’m trying as well.

[bright lily]

I feel awful

I just had a dream of stabbing by brother

Bc he was almost like threatening me with one

One= knife

[toxic leaf]

Oh, that’s awful, even if you were protecting yourself! I’m so sorry you had to go through that dream!

[bright lily]

It's makes me wanna cry

[undone mountain]

Those who die by their own hands are the ones who chain their hands together. And I mean it in the sense that they give themselves no other option. They forget that they can get help and once it gets too rough… they end it..

[toxic leaf]

Yeah…

[bright lily]

Hey guys I went swimming today!

I'm waterlogged

[undone mountain]

Water in your ears?

[bright lily]

Yes and my eyes are blood shot

[undone mountain]

damn

well did you have fun?

[bright lily]

Yes

[undone mountain]

That’s good

[toxic leaf]

Yay!

[uneven plover]

That's good!

[bright lily]

I'm sorry guys..

So sorry

[undone mountain]

what happened?

[undone mountain]

What happened

[bright lily]

I relapsed

[toxic leaf]

On what? Cutting? Dosing? Please explain.

[bright lily]

Cvtting

[toxic leaf]

Aww, I’m so sorry.

I did too recently.

[bright lily]

My mom found my leg cvts..

[toxic leaf]

I’m so sorry

[bright lily]

I'm okay hun it's your fault ❤️

[toxic leaf]

Oh. It’s my fault.

[bright lily]

No it's not, you texted me after she found d them

[toxic leaf]

It says it’s my fault though.

Look at it.

[bright lily]

Mannnn sybau /j