I Constantly Feel Like Committing And It’s Torture..

[torpid helm]

I really struggle with the thoughts, I haven’t come out yet and I feel a lot of pressure, it’s too much I want to leave but I know everyone who knows me personally will be upset or even devastated. It’s too hard with school, hiding until I’m ready, and mustering up enough courage to stand up every day or even to wake up. And I’m not doing this for attention, I am not lying, I really do struggle with a lot right now, I really want to go, but I feel like I’m attatched to the ground where I stand. If someone has any coming out tips, or tips to keep me from committing then please respond.

[prisma trench]

Hmm idk abt others but something i do to try to stop relapsing/||cutting|| is look up Fateltotheflesh (i think that's what it is) and music also helps me! And for coming out, js ask whoever to have a serious talk and trying to bring it up? Or js at a random time! 😔

[dusk dune]

I have a good song by Eminem called - When the Music Stops