please, I need help…

[split basalt]

I want || to cut myself so bad right now, || I might actually end up doing it…

[balmy ravine]

Ik the pain I tried multiple times it's not worth it

[split basalt]

I don’t know what else to do..

[split basalt]

im so scared…

[burnt shale]

if you must, do it in a straight horizontal line

[opaque kiln]

Please talk to someone you trust at this point. It’s very clear that there’s not a lot a stranger can do to comfort you anymore, looking at the other chat from your previous post.

[balmy ravine]

Stop encouraging people to put themselves through pain

[split basalt]

there’s no one I can trust.

[opaque kiln]

The goal is not to in general I believe- either way, verticale or horizontal it’s both dangerous.

[opaque kiln]

Possible parents in the picture?

[split basalt]

My parents know I’ve done it before, but they didn’t get therapy and my mom doesn’t really care

my dad is on a work trip in Oregon

[opaque kiln]

Did you ask to consult a therapist?

[split basalt]

yes, I did ask my parents but they just forgot
But im afraid if I ask again they’ll know something’s up and I don’t want them finding out

they’ll just tell all my other family and I’ll just be gossip and I hate that

[opaque kiln]

I can’t provide comfort- and I’m not sure I have any other advice currently, I’m sorry.

[split basalt]

im sorry

[opaque kiln]

For?

[split basalt]

for worrying you

im just hopeless I don’t know why I try

[split light]

it isn't easy, but you really need to get professional help to handle this. please ask your parents again.

[sage jolt]

Friend.... ❤️

[night birch]

try using a washcloth