I know I'm in an abusive situation but my loyalty won't allow me to leave

[fiery ledge]

So basically my sister (26F) is trying to gain custody of me (13M) and because my father is doing horrible but the problem is my father was there when my mother left (she came back she went to prison) and it's not like my sister is doing much better than my father from what my extremely abusive mother tells me she's on drugs but I don't know if I can believe her I know she does have a history with drugs but I don't know if I can take my mother's word for it my sister is dating this dude I don't like another thing is she lives a whole state away and I don't want to leave my friends in this situation because we are all in a bad situation and I know I can't take them with me but at the same time my parents are extremely homophobic and I'm bisexual I also feel like I've been smoking too much weed but it's the only real way we know how to escape and I just don't know what to do thank you for reading

[solemn light]

im so sorry that youre going through all that at such a young age. youre very strong and brave. please know that.
as you said, you're just 13yrs old and i really think that smoking should be avoided at all cost in this age because it does too much damage (i do get that its addictive and might seem like the only escape). trust me, there are many positive ways to cope with all the struggles (writing a journal, working out, etc.)
please take care of yourself. you have your whole life ahead of you with many opportunities waiting. if you can, talk to your friends (whom you trust) about this so that u dont feel like you're alone. you're never alone.
please take care <3
(i apologize if any of what i said was offensive)

[fiery ledge]

♥️

[slate beacon]

There not wrong dude. You are very strong for what your going through. Keep going and do t give up, life will get better.