idk i wanna kms so bad nd i'm literally buying the pills tomorrow but im getting kinda scared. im at a sleepover and rethinking everything, like i'm my friend's LAST friend. i dont want them to be alone but i also can't get over my own shit. crying but i dont wanna wake them up cuz i feel bad. advice?
#on the edge tw
carmine ledge
thorny dust
i know that it's hard, but please don't. don't buy the pills, ok? i know that it seems like the only way out, but i promise it's not. and i know that i'm saying the same thing as everyone else will say, but i mean it. you're an amazing human, and i don't need to have met you to know that. you're beautiful, smart, kind, considerate, and a true blessing to this world. i know that you can get through this. don't end it, please. i love you bro, and i hope that you see how amazing you are soon ❤️
wide nest
idk i wanna kms so bad nd i'm literally buying the pills tomorrow but im getting...
I’ve tried before and trust me it’s not worth it, if you can’t see how amazing you are then at least stay for your friend (also it ||hurts like hell, even if it’s by overdosing it’s not painless||). As someone that ended up in the hospital before the reason I never attempted again is because I saw how distressed and scared the people around me were. I don’t know how your family situation is rn but my mum doesn’t rlly like me and yet she was crying. Your life matters more than you think and you are an amazing person even if it’s hard for you to believe at times
bold herald
I have overdosed on pills as an attempt to commit suicide. They were not fatal, though. But I thought enough of them would kill me or make me feel dead. I ended up passing out several times from almost a full bottle of sleeping pills and I threw up the whole rest of the bottle of antibiotics I took. Please, even if they weren't fatal drugs, it still hurt so bad. I felt miserable. I felt literally drunk. I woke up to texts I sent my mother that were all over the place and they were misspelled and I was seriously so dissociated that I thought I was PREGNANT. Im 15. Never had sex. Still. It was insane. Its not worth it, it will drive you crazy and hurt you and you may never emotionally fully recover because it traumatizes you. It traumatized my body because now I have trouble feeling pills of any sorts near my tongue and have to swallow them a weird way so I dont throw up. Don't take your life in any way.
Imagine this: you failed your attempt. Now you have to live with the pain and damage you have done to yourself. And then you want to enjoy life again, but the pain is there. It causes more suffering and can make getting better even harder. Its not worth it. I will tell you that again.
Stay safe, my friend. Im always here for you 🫂
Don't you think to buy those pills and follow through with it. Take my painful experience into account. I seriously wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy
carmine ledge
I have overdosed on pills as an attempt to commit suicide. They were not fatal, ...
yeah the possiblities of what might happen freaked me out, but i was just gonna "do it anyways" cuz i thought i was maybe overreacting
im gunna prolly stay a few more months, i haven't seen my brothers yet
bold herald
Stay as long as you naturally can, okay?
carmine ledge
Stay as long as you naturally can, okay?
okay
carmine ledge
Stay as long as you naturally can, okay?
sorry gang, im back in the correct mindset- im still doing it
bold herald
sorry gang, im back in the correct mindset- im still doing it
Doing what?
Don't you hurt yourself please
Promise me you are going to be safe
bold herald
What makes you want to give up your whole life when it barely has started!?
carmine ledge
What makes you want to give up your whole life when it barely has started!?
uh everything fucking sucks
shit parents, shit social life, shit self
bold herald
Dm me. Please
carmine ledge
i dont even want help rly it doesn't matter, wont work