not doing the best

[fickle wedge]

i have been thinking abt ending my life everyday, ik i have friends to help but i dont want them to be worried so i might aswell end it so they can have a happier life

[copper cipher]

I want you to know that no one will be happier if you end your life. I've lived through two suicides — one was my girlfriend, and the other was my best friend — and believe me, not a single day has passed without pain because of it. Everyone who knows you would only be heartbroken by the fact that you're gone. Your friends, your family, and if you have a partner — all of them. Do you really want to cause them a pain that never goes away?

Maybe it would be better to try and get through this? You did the right thing by reaching out for help — that alone is already a huge step. Don’t stop there. Take another step, something that might help you, something that might make your life better.

Please don’t give up — never. If not for yourself, then for everyone who knows and loves you (and believe me, there are more of them than you think).

If you need any more help you always can dm me

[weary drift]

Jsyk (i speak from experience) it can be comforting just being aware that it’s an option. (Not saying it’s the best option though)

[humble drift]

Ending a life isnt what makes ppl happy, its living ur life w/ them that will.
My mom ||khs|| when i was 7 bc she thought id b better off without her. She was completely wrong, i constantly think abt her and miss her. And it will almost definitely b the same 4 u. all u hav 2 do is make it 2 the next day, and the next, and the next, and so on.
If u cant get through life 4 urself do it 4 others.

And believe me when i say there is ALWAYS someone who will care abt u. I believe in u and if u ever wanna talk im almost always here 2 help so if u wanna talk just dm me. Goodluck ♥️♥️♥️
u can get through this. Even if u need help

[atomic crystal]

I have had these thoughts before, but both finding a supporting community and talking it to my family has helped, not to mention religion for me has helped. My immediate family isn’t religious so I had to chase after it myself but ever since I started following God I haven’t had any panic attacks. (I know it’s not for everyone especially because of the homophobia in the Christian community but if you find a church that is inclusive like I have, it’s a great thing, at least in my opinion.)
Lastly, I want you to know you are loved. And appreciated. You may not feel like it’s true, life can throw curveballs at the worst moment, but it’s always important to remember that it’s worth it because of all the people you’ll meet, all the adventures you’ll go on and all the experiences you will grow from.

[weary drift]

So thats why i wasn’t allowed to bring my “bucket hat” to church…

[atomic crystal]

wdym?