TW : I don’t know what it could be so I’m just adding this in case
Im so hungry it hurts so bad..
But my body won’t let me eat, I kinda just blankly stare at food and wish it goes away so that I’m not burdened to put it in my mouth. I barely ate yesterday and probably won’t today, the weight Im losing is significant and Im starting to feel sick, not like “I need to tell a doctor” sick but more like “I can’t eat anything without gagging”. This probably has some name to it.
I ask to make meals a lot so I have a reason to myself, but then I get nervous and queasy just looking at it.