hey there, depressed again 😔

[grave trellis]

I knew it. I called it. I tried falling asleep early so I could avoid the depression, but of course I stay wide awake and then I think about horrible things and… it’s back. All of it. The (trigger warning) || depression, self harm thoughts, suicidal thoughts,
and the crippling self esteem ||.

oh, and just letting yall know, I’ll probably be okay, the depression comes at night time, and I feel so tired like ima pass out, so dw abt me lol.

[grave trellis]

And of course, I had to jinx it, now I feel like my mind is clouded and it’s keeping me awake~