i cant do this anymore. all i am is a dumb repulsive addict. honestly, it's not even that hard to go get the meds. i just need to walk to target this weekend with my friend and buy some painkillers. the name fits. it's killing my pain! literally. i sh myself with my new sharp, excited, just to find out it doesn't even go deep. what the fuck. i'm an addict, who has some sort of sick, twisted desires because of some fuckass 8th grader (SA) a year ago. i hate him so much but it's my fault. i knew what was happening and i did nothing. my body is stinging and my legs are sore. i already know this summer is my last. idk, i'm just wasting my time trying to live longer yk? i made it another year like i promised last year, my birthday has passed, there's nothing left for me
#im so, so disgusting.. (TW)
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Hey, let’s calm down. I know that sounds shitty and you don’t want to hear that, but let’s talk.
How was your day today?
IM SO SORRY IM ONLINE AGAIN
um um um, it's okay?? i went to the urgent care nd i have an infection but i also hung out with my friend? they're at their moms till friday and my parents are never home so im tired of just sitting around
You should text your parents to ask if you can stay at your friends for awhile
if you need to hear this I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your smile
I love your lips
I love your cheeks
I love your nose
I love your face
I love your kindness
I love that you love god
I love your heart
I love how you think
I love your confident in yourself and others
I love your love
I love how you encourage people to keep going
I love how your not a mean person
I love how you are such a good person
I love how you change people’s negative thoughts to positive thoughts
I love how you love people even when their mean
I love that your so trustworthy
I love how good you are
And don’t let anyone change you for being you!
hihi sorry, i feel bad for even posting this lwk 🥀
my wifi was out like all day im sorry for the late reply
tysm!! not mad, but i'm personally not christian (abt the loving god) but still thank you for this 💗
i can try? i think i'll ask to stay for the weekend if she isnt busy