I want to die

[keen agate]

So much bad stuff I wanna die

[wispy prawn]

Its not worth it.

Death is... not.. worth the time. Its usually slow. You could learn a new thing in that time. Do you feel good when you learn something and you're good at it? Try that for a bit. maybe it'll work? (I dunno, I'm not usually good at advice and shit)

[keen agate]

I'm not good at much

The stuff I am good at I quit because people would bully me in it.

Also if Death is quick then why not

[wispy prawn]

If death is quick, then you're literally being stupid by not giving it enough time. Wait a day. Wait two days. Wait a week. just think about it for a while.

Or even better, try not thinking about it and just... live for a week.

[keen agate]

K

But what if that week is worse

Anyway I gotta go to bed. Hope I die in my sleep

[wispy prawn]

I think you'll find a reason not to within a week.

[chrome furnace]

Here.

Around May 29th, I also felt the same. Everything just feels so shitty and you feel like you don't matter to anyone. That's how I felt. I was once down my stream in my backward, contemplating. Suicide...it's just not the answer.

Believe me, shit was rough, okay? I had thought of it...and to be honest...||attempted it||, but luckily managed to cancel my self out.

I wanted to try again, but that's when I became conscious on the conflicting feeling inside. You feel like you wanna die but deep down you just don't.

The most you can do is waiting it out, okay? Give it time, and you'll eventually feel better, time heals everything.

I don't know your exact situation but I'll respect your privacy and won't pry in, I'll mind my business. :))

Just know that if you do commit, you'd be leaving so much behind.

[keen agate]

Thank you

[twin fiber]

if you need to hear this I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your smile
I love your lips
I love your cheeks
I love your nose
I love your face
I love your kindness
I love that you love god
I love your heart
I love how you think
I love your confident in yourself and others
I love your love
I love how you encourage people to keep going
I love how your not a mean person
I love how you are such a good person
I love how you change people’s negative thoughts to positive thoughts
I love how you love people even when their mean
I love that your so trustworthy
I love how good you are
And don’t let anyone change you for being you!

[keen agate]

😭 🥹

This fr made me cry