I struggled with sh for a while when I had my first bf I started. When I told him about it he called me emo then broke up with me. I finally stopped for a year then things got bad at first I was a year sh free then 6 months, 3 months, 1 month, then a week. I felt so weak at that time because I kept getting hurt by men but I sought attention not in a pick me way or anything. I felt the longing for at least some sort of person who i could talk to or vent to. But they just kept hurting me or after I'd vent to them they would leave so I just built walls up and I met one person during the beginning year of 5th grade. She brought my walls down and never left no matter what I told her about me.
#My struggles of sh
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mossy tusk
it'll all get better i promise. i was the exact same way 7 months ago, and i know from personal experience that you WILL find someone who's gonna stay with you forever, who's gonna listen to everything you have to vent about.. your not weak for self harming, i know its hard to believe, but things are gonna get better. (so sorry if i change topics too fast.) if you ever need someone to vent to, i'm always here. i know you don't know me, and i dont know you, but we all need somebody to vent to. sorry if this did nothing, i'm not all that good at talking about this.