So my closest friend is apparently found a new friend. I know I should be happy, but I feel replaced. They always choose [REDACTED]'s side on everything! When my boyfriend came over to take me to church, but when I told a server [REDACTED] was in, [REDACTED] thought I was lying, when I had PHOTO EVIDENCE! And [REDACTED] did something that hurt me deeply. When I asked my closest friend, WHO WAS GOING THROUGH A BREAKUP, what was wrong, they snapped at me. I have trauma from people snapping at me and trauma from toxic friends. But they told [REDACTED] no problem! They told me, "You don't matter right now. [REDACTED] is gonna start ||cutting himself|| again if you keep ignoring him!" ||BITCH.|| I WAS 4 YEARS CLEAN TIL HE CAME AROUND. HE HURT ME, AND I STARTED ||CUTTING|| BECAUSE OF HIM. I dont know if im overreacting or im just selfish..
#13 years down the gutter
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That's Horrible, I hope you get better! I cut A LOT I understand you. Everything will eventually get better I Promise!
That sounds awful. I truly mean it. I really don't have advice but
May I ask where you are cutting?