#vent

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oblique walrus
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I dont rly feel needed anymore.
I dont have any good sides. I could prob name like 100 bad things about me but could not name a single good one.
I have 0 friends irl and barely any online.
I hate myself and how I act.
Im tired of everyone and myself.
The only thing keeping me alive is probably my bf that for some reason loves me? idk what I did to deserve this but I love him. Hes also the first person to give me a compliment ;o, so thats cool

I just wanted to clear my mind a little so I dont really expect a reply

dreamy bridge
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Hey, I just wanted to say I see you, and I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. You're not alone in these thoughts, a lot more people than you’d think have felt like this, even if they don’t always say it out loud. It doesn’t mean any of it is true about you, though.
The fact that your boyfriend loves you isn't random, there’s something in you that is good, that is lovable, even if you can’t see it right now. Sometimes the hardest person to see the light in is ourselves.
And if no one’s told you today: I think it’s brave of you to share this. I think you deserve kindness and support. And if you ever need someone to talk to, my DMs are open, no pressure. 💛

oblique walrus
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also dont want to since recently ive been replying late to messages

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like sometimes a few hours late

dreamy bridge
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girl dw! I'm sorry for not responding till now, I was out doing stuff. And trust me I'm someone who doesn't often get pissed off and if I do I will ALWAYS talk it out. If you still need someone, now or anytime I'm here, you matter and people will always care!

knotty meteor
# oblique walrus I dont rly feel needed anymore. I dont have any good sides. I could prob name l...

I'm sure you have a million good sides! Not a lot of ppl can see their own good sides:(
You'll probably be surprised by how many ppl consider you a friend too and I'm sure that your bf loves you for just being you! Try vent to him a bit sometimes and try to meet more people. I'm incredibly antisocial but when I signed up for pottery and music clubs I made so many friends! Even if we don't talk much we just have that between us so try find something you like and I'm sure you'll find that lots of people find you lovable
(I'm sorry if I don't sound too convincing I'm bad at cheering ppl up :(but at least I tried:))
If you ever need anyone to vent to, js DM me! I'm always happy to listen
I hope everything works out for you x

oblique walrus