since like my childhood ive genuinely had no friends i remember so many moments during lunch i just sit alone and after eating i do nothing nd wait for the next class. i still have no friends rn i kinda had like 2 "friends" but idrk bc i felt they were just pitiful. dk how i survived having no friends at all tbh. i barely talk to people. school starts again in 7 days and im worried that ill be lonely again. i kinda dont like the feeling of hanging out w ppl but i just hate being alone bc of what other ppl think. i hate it. the only ppl i genuinely like being with is my family but theyre mostly not available. i had 2 other ppl i liked being w at the end of the school year but im really worried that they wont be my classmates this sy. its really hard for me to be friends w ppl. its difficult to explain y. also i have a hard time talking to ppl even on the internet. i feel like theyre pitiful of me.
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desert yarrow
coral portal
I would say to possibly start talking to more ppl (if you haven’t alr) and make some small talk with them
Then work your way (at your own pace) to hanging out with them and developing a bond
junior dock
since like my childhood ive genuinely had no friends i remember so many moments ...
Hm
If you think people pity you
I guess improve yourself until you can be eye to eye with people