Almost 2 months ago, I had found out by a family member that my dad had been neglecting me a lot more than what I had thought, turns out he had been using me just to make money, and not only that, he also verbally abuses me, to the point where it triggers panic attacks, or mental breakdowns, and it gets worse, because he also used to beat me when I was little, and I can never go back in time to stop him, all of the times where he beat the shit out of me I couldn't stop since he is stronger than I am. I still don't understand the amount of torture and abuse he put me through, I never understood the reasons behind the beatings. But it's more than just my dad doing bullshit, when I came out as a demiboy, most of my friends have been supportive, but some of them say "It's either boy or girl", "I'm coming for you, gay boy.", or "I'll make your life a living hell" And every single fucking time I think of what they said, I can't stop freaking out and having a mental breakdown, and it's fucking with my mental health, I can't stop thinking about all of this shit, and I still ask myself "What did I do to deserve this..?" and "Why am I always treated like shit??" and I am never able to find those answers...
#Why?
loud plinth
limpid thicket
My god that’s heavy I’m so sorry about all that aren’t you able to call the cops on him because abuse isn’t ok
loud plinth
My god that’s heavy I’m so sorry about all that aren’t you able to call the cops...
I've tried everything I could, literally every single thing, and nothing is ever done about it.
limpid thicket
Are you able to record what he does? Even if it’s just sound to use as evidence?
loud plinth
Is there anyone that could help?
The family member I mentioned is currently in court over another dispute that my dad was a huge part of, and they're moving into a new house with my bio-mom and bio-siblings in 2 days.
limpid thicket
Are you able to move with your bio-mom?
It’s best to get away from your dad and I’m sorry but he’s such a dick
loud plinth
Are you able to move with your bio-mom?
They're plans are to bring my brother and I with them once they're done with all of the court hearings.
loud plinth
Yeah.