(TW SH) im a horrible bf and im so done

[balmy tinsel]

I recently got a bf and came out to my dad but he hates me now and I ran away, cops found me and I’m fine but I’m gonna run away with him soon, idk if I can live with all of this hate, I’m. SH addict and I run from the cops all the time, this really sucks and I don’t wanna keep going, he doesn’t even know what I’m going thru rn, ughhhhhhhhhh…..

[spark stratus]

Sorry to hear that but have you tried talking about what you’re going through with him?

[balmy tinsel]

No, I don’t want to be a burden

[spark stratus]

Oh

[spark stratus]

Believe it or not talking about someone with about What you feel is not a burden if anything the person your telling it to should be grateful because you have enough trust in them. They won’t think of you as a burden, trust me

[balmy tinsel]

I can’t rlly trust anyone unless it’s kinda anonymous like this

[ivory gyro]

Hey

How ya doing

[balmy tinsel]

I’m doing

Not great

[ivory gyro]

Why

[balmy tinsel]

My shit sucks rn

[ivory gyro]

Tell me about it

Everything

[balmy tinsel]

why?

[ivory gyro]

Cos

[balmy tinsel]

?

[ivory gyro]

Because you clearly need help

Im here to help you

[balmy tinsel]

Can we do DMs?

[ivory gyro]

Sure

[balmy tinsel]

Alr

[dim cipher]

Same honestly with the sh addiction. It sucks.

[balmy tinsel]

Fr

[ivory gyro]

Don't self harm

[dim cipher]

Yeah. I've been trying to stop

[balmy tinsel]

It’s better than what happened last night bro

[balmy tinsel]

Same, I just can’t

[dim cipher]

Fr

[dim cipher]

What happened last night...

[balmy tinsel]

Uh

It’s between me and potato

[dim cipher]

Ok I understand that

[balmy tinsel]

It wasn’t my best night I’ll say that

[ivory gyro]

Ye neither

[ivory gyro]

You doing oki rn?

[balmy tinsel]

Nah not rlly

I got my monster tho so I’m happy

[ivory gyro]

?

[ivory gyro]

Ohh

[balmy tinsel]

What u think I was talking about

[ivory gyro]

Idk

[spark stratus]

If you dont mind me asking

[balmy tinsel]

?

[spark stratus]

which potato?

Cuz Theres two I think

and 1 one them is my fren

[balmy tinsel]

the one in this channel

[spark stratus]

Oh Im stupid💔

[balmy tinsel]

nah ur god