Just… yeah..

[runic pumice]

So today I haven’t slept at all for like fucking three days and my mom is being a cranky bitch because she didn’t get her “rest” when she slept a for over 16 hours, she went to work, not even 5 minutes after she came home and started being a bitch to me for no reason. It’s horrible being the only girl in my house other then my mom because my mom treats me like her parents treated her but not the the severity but she still mentally and verbally ||abuzive|| (I don’t want say the actual word) and yes she had a bad childhood. But I don’t want to be held up to the expectations she had when she was little being she went through med school and I can barely get straight A’s and every time I get a B it’s like she gets mad at me for not being the perfect “religious daughter” she wants.. just… leave some kind words I don’t know how much I can handle anymore ❤️‍🩹

[solar prairie]

hey, im so sorry to hear that. i know this all too well as the pan daughter of a religious mother myself. she tried everything to get me on the "right path" and my teenage years were quite depressive. its been 5 years since i last had actual contact with her outside of a happy new year or merry christmas text and it feels like i can finally breathe

she did leave me with a lot to unpack in therapy but im okay. im finally okay. and i hope that you can be too

its frustrating to have to go through this pain and you shouldnt have to since she is literally your parent, she should care for you and love you but some people are just like that

have strength, the time will come when she can no longer harm you and you can focus on healing. until then you can reply to me or my dms are always open if you want to talk more

[junior flint]

no mom

[mighty crow]

lol

[junior flint]

e daters