#Considering (major tw/cw)

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fringe pine
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If youre my friend go away please -----

||I think I might actually attempt again soon but this time it's gonna be jumping so I can't fail somehow. I don't think I will ever be accepted by anybody when they find out im different from them and I know that this is just giving the mfs what they want but honestly i dont care anymore. I'm sick and tired, and the boy i like is completely out of my reach, i write poems about him and i think about him so much but he doesn't pick up on my hints and i dont think he would ever want me. Im writing my notes in advance tn ill probably try doing it in a couple days or like two weeks-ish if i decide to stick around for a trip to walk on the beach, id like to do something peaceful before i go. Kinda considering confessing to the guy i like right before i go just to see what would happen since it's not like the outcome would have any real effect in the end, but id like to just see his reaction. I don't really know why im posting this here since i dont plan on being stopped and someone would probably say "oh youre seeking attention then" but idk i just want to get how im feeling out there somewhere one last time, i dont care if i get "attention" for it my notifs are usually always off anyways but yeah thats it, im going to bed now||

cobalt plover
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If you have a reason to write letters, then you have a reason to keep living. Please think over this sentence before you decide to end your life.

tired sinew
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bro dont

gray lodge
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terrible idea

sour cave
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you are saying that you want to end your life but do you really know what would happen after death? Plus it would be pointless to end it. You feel that you are different but lots of people could understand where you are coming from. I even relate and understand for you feeling this way about the guy you like. But just doing this just for some temporary problems would be unjustified and to be honest, a bit ridiculous. I understand that its suffocating and painful but remember that you will feel the same for the rest of eternity and not get to solve or get rid of any of your problems.