dense stratus
I'm so overwhelmed. This happens every single time I go somewhere public. Ordering food by myself is so weirdly hard, like I feel my stomach sinking and my heart getting faster then when it's my turn to order, everything gets louder and I can't hear what the cashier is saying, I stutter, I can't think straight, and I feel like everyone is looking at me. My family always gets so mad at me because they think I'm being an asshole when I slightly snap at them because I'm so overstimulated. I don't want to snap, I don't want to get mad, I just can't handle it. I wish they could understand that. I hate this I just want to go home already.
sour atlas
cyan lava