#I have both Autism, and ADHD. And I think people are manipulating me because they think im stupid.

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versed bronze
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I tell people I have bed memory, teachers have medical and doctors notes regarding my 2 disorders, yet I feel that they ignore me. I think, “sure, i am a little annoying.” But they escalate situations, target me, and don’t very much care for me. I stress eat, and doing things like drawing, gaming, and designing/creating games help me escape through my harsh reality. But i constantly get blamed, targeted, and called out for being fat, stupid, or corny. People will make fun of my fears and think its funny to stare at me or come close to me with a spider or two (I have Scopophobia and Arachnophobia. They laugh and taunt and they disregard when i say i want to be left alone. Overall, i feel very disrespected, stressed, and think this treatment is unfair. Not to mention that my friends yell at me, scream at me, or peer pressure me into doing things THEY want me to do, not asking if i’m ok with doing this or that. They have been told by teachers to stop pressuring me, and will throw a fit and annoy me when i dont do what they want. I have constant thoughts of running away, killing myself, or overdosing on my medications. But i never get the chance to, or have the guts to. I fear many things, and especially my dad. I honestly dont know what i can and should do in this situation.

icy dagger
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Man look,im also autistic,from pal to pal tell your dad you want to go to another school

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If you want more support you can talk to me bruh

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My friends help me in my depression and i want to help you with it too

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Dont think you are stupid bruh

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They Just wanna be rude and think they are better

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And no that aint yo real friends man

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Gotta get out of there before you break

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Give yourself some time to think about it and see what you want

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You can dm me if you wanna talk more about some

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Ill wait till you respond @versed bronze

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Dont let them fool you bruh

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Keep it all together

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Sorry if i don't seem "serious" its Just my normal way to talk

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Anyway keep up the hopes if you got any

versed bronze
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plus the only thing im good at is doing art that wont get noticed and making games that will not be recognized

icy dagger
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Its still something you like tho

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Idk about the games tho but i think your art will be reconized some day

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Promise :3

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Just gotta keep on practicing

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And you got it bruh

arctic cove
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I also have adhd and i think it’s common to overthink situations in a negative way, for example i often feel ignored by my friends and then i start to think that they don’t like me, this results in a lower self esteem for me and then to pour salt on the wound, it resets at the end of the day and happens over and over. That’s just my opinion though.

brave vigil
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i just dont know what to do and feel too controlled

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i just feel like overdosing on my medications because i dont feel that my friends give me enough positive attention

arctic cove
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i take methalfenadate

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or however its spelt

brave vigil
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The only reason why im sticking around is because im thinking on how my suicide will have impact on others

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i want to live but want to die

brave vigil
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they dont act like it

spiral wing
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Especially with ADHD meds

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They usually affect the nervous system and I know from experience JUST HOW much they FUCK up your heart

versed bronze
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kids take it to study

versed bronze
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they dont do shit anyways

spiral wing
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They do

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just last week I ODed on biphentin, 163 resting heartrate dude

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Its deadly.

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You cannot make it more simple than "ADHD meds can and WILL kill you if you OD and dont IMMEDIATELY get help."

versed bronze
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if they do well why dont i feel anything

spiral wing
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Because you didn't take 22 times your normal goddamn dose

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Put simply, ODing is REALLY bad.

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And I can say that chances are, it WILL stop your heart.

versed bronze
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but i need that to live man

spiral wing
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Dont use more than you're prescribed

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alright?

versed bronze
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well now im being sexually harassed by randos in my dms

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they keep sending me p*rn gifs

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and saying weird stuff to me in a server

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so thats fun

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totally doesnt make me feel more useless and uncomfortable

arctic cove
arctic cove
brave vigil
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Oh I wouldn't know

brave vigil
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i told him that i wasnt interested in him

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and he continues to make sexual remarks about me

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how he would 🍇 my pfp because it looks cute

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im literally only 13-14

arctic cove
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Did you block?

versed bronze
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i got sexually harassed by the SAME PERSON again

arctic cove
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they message me on different accounts

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they keep sexually threatning me

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saying they will 🍇 me because im a cute kid

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he says thst he will find me

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im scared

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i need comfort

arctic cove
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That’s not funny

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If they are joking

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Witch I don’t think they are

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Click on your profile picture in the bottom corner

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Then click the settings gear in the top left corner

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Click on content and social

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Then set you’re dm’s too filter from non-friends or filter all

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And the messages should be filtered to spam.

lilac tusk
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Anyone in France or Europe?:)