I didn't need to hear it.

[honest vigil]

My aunt is in the hospital. She isnt doing good. She's lost her mind and can't form a coherent thought.

I was at my grandmother's, and that became the topic of conversation. I was in earshot. Apparently, my mother forgot I was in the other room. They said how she most likely wants to ||die|| and that she most likely will anyways. They mentioned so many things about her that I did not need to hear. I'm 13. Please. I don't wanna hear anything. I've been through enough. I don't need it. I don't want it.

[wet void]

Unfortunately, it’s the cycle of life and it’s ultimately inevitable. We live, so we must one day die, and it sounds like that for her, that time is near. I’m sorry you’re close to losing a loved one, from someone who had gone through the experience multiple times, I know it’s hard. Will you at least get to see her again before the end?

[honest vigil]

I dont know. I hate hospitals. My mom keeps me away from them at any chance she gets. Im happy she does.