Am I jealous? Tw: Self harm

[near kraken]

I’m a pretty lonely guy and I’ve been lonely for most of my life. No friends, no partner, not really anyone I can talk to. Over the past couple days I’ve been hyper fixated on the whole ‘love’ thing because I’ve been pressured in the past. Ive seen plenty of people fall in love and help fall in love. But if it’s just fueling a fire that just keeps growing. I really need to know if I’m jealous because whenever I think about love and other people falling in it I cut myself. It’s been happening for a while now and I already have scars.

[spring gazelle]

i know it probably feels like you’re stuck watching everyone else find happiness while you're just waiting. but you really shouldn't rush anything;love, friendships, whatever it is. It's never a race. there's no finish line, and you're not behind. life isn't about catching up to other people. everyone moves at their own pace, and honestly, the deepest, most real connections come when you're not forcing them.

[obtuse mango]

I think you need to be patience and not become obsessed with love because otherwise you will become insane like blaming the world for your inability to have a partner. My advice is to do self introspection first, look for your bad habit and intent to change that so people don't find you as a red flag immediately. Also if you find someone who has the same personality as you, try getting close to them because quiet, lonely person are usually easy to get close but don't go too fast on confessing, try becoming friend first. I had try to get close to quiet girl in my class and she seem interested to me so i confessed to her and she actually accepted it but we broke up week later because im too unhinged for her lol. Also add me in roblox if you want since you play dead rails too.

[near kraken]

Thank you. Ill think about the offer.