I genuinely think I'm gay/bi
for as long as I've lived, I thought myself straight. Maybe someone who finds women hot, but just as a girl's girl and because women are hotter def not cuz im gay absolutely not.
but recently ive started questioning that and idek anymore. I think i like women, but at the same time i cant imagine myself being with one romantically. Maybe due to religious upbringing and cultural ties? or maybe I am straight and just questioning myself for no reason.
But at the same time I remember when i was like 8-9? And i tried convincing my girl friend for us to kiss cuz i was seriously curious on how it felt kissing (a guy) and ig at the time my brain didn't see any problem with kissing a woman as long as its not 'romantic'? so maybe idm??
i wish i could just experiment and sleep with both but the damn culture 😭