I know my family loves me, but sometimes I wonder how much. It sometimes feels like they might use me to be funny, and when I get upset at them for it, I just have an attitude, or at least that's what I think. Alot of my friends are at least willing to let me speak, but alot of times I'm the but of jokes and kinda a punching bag. I try to keep it together because I know they might make fun of me for breaking down for stuff like that. I fear something's about them, I feel like I cant give opinions. I sometimes wonder if their joking when they tell me to shut the f@ck up even if I'm not talking. I deal with alot because I'm also friends with alot of depressed people and I let them vent to me, even if their some of these people.
#I sometimes think no one really cares.
rocky abyss
Maybe I'm over exaggerating but I feel like I'm the worst person sometimes
I dont wanna hurt or kms because I k ow I can have a good future,I have dreams that I wanna fulfill, and some very special people who would be devastated if I did any of that
earnest cobalt
hi, so i have felt the same way at a certain point in my life, and it really does suck, i get not feeling like anyone truly cares. Think of the special people you mentioned, and how they'd be devastated, even if you're sad. I bet that if those special people care, they'll try their best to help you feel better!
earnest cobalt
Maybe I'm over exaggerating but I feel like I'm the worst person sometimes
i understand feeling like a horrible person, but think about it, you let people who basically walk all over you vent to you. thats a nice thing to do, you know?
rocky abyss
I just wanna be nice
earnest cobalt
exactly! it seems like you're already doing that!
also sorry this is incredibly off topic but is that an invicible reference in your bio?
rocky abyss
Possibly >:3 I took my shot with an omni man omnisexual joke,so I fired
earnest cobalt
oh W i love that show so much
earnest cobalt
ofc! do you wanna friend me so we can continue talking or nah, totally up to you!