I am sick of acting normal

[rose folio]

.

Over the past year i changed a lot

I realised that i dont seem to like the way i act

Started to listen to all the thoughts in my head

Thinking i should try to act normal

I got bullied just because I am a pansexual demiboy

I dont like the way i am forcing myself to act

And i am sick of trying to act normal

[rose folio]

I am crazy

I am a sick bitch

Who tried to be someone they weren't

I am depressed

I mean

To be honest i dont know

But i cant act normal anymore

[trail axle]

To be honest, it really just sounds like others hating on who your are, it a problem with you yourself

[midnight pewter]

How do you want to act is the main question what is normal for you not society but what is your normal

[rose folio]

I dont really know but i think i was trying to be societys normal

[rose folio]

Yes but no

[midnight pewter]

What is your normal how do you want to behave I’m curious cause what you may think people don’t see as normal usually is so I’m curious

[rose folio]

i want to be able to let all my feelings out and be myself

but i am stoping myself

and i cant do it anymore

[trail axle]

Wait, why can’t you act how you want to?

[midnight pewter]

What kind of feelings

[rose folio]

i am scared of how others would think of me

[rose folio]

i don't really know

[midnight pewter]

I understand take your time

[trail axle]

I guess like this person is saying, it does sorta depend on the feelings

At the end of the day, people should accept you for who your are. I guess you have to ask the question that is it worth supressing your feelings to please others even at a detrement to yourself? I'd say, unless you are concerned that the negative response, if any, could actually put you in danger, you should be you.

But still, no pressure. It's your decision and you should do so when you feel comfortable

[rose folio]

this is one of my problems

my perants think that stuff like pansexual non binary shouldnt exist

and there not really Homophobic or TransPhobic

but there ganna think oh thats just some gen z crap