Recently I have been having more mood swings and panic attacks than usual. I have been pushing people away from me for a long time now and cut myself today. I don't really understand how to come back from this. Maybe it's my loneliness.
#I'm scared for myself and others.
manic shard
manic shard
It's better off not being here then staying and making people uncomfortable.
I really cant handle doing this anymore, I cant sleep, I made someone want to hurt themselves, I made someone who I liked scared of me. Is there anything I can do anymore.
alpine mica
All we can ever do is try and improve I suppose.