Homophobic and toxic family

[boreal hornet]

Last year my parents found out that I had a secret gf and completely flipped the fuck out. They screamed at me and said stuff like how could I do such disgusting things, that they didn't raise me to be like those perverted people, how could I be so brainwashed and weak minded, I completely shattered their trust etc. They forced me to delete anything on my devices that had to do with LGBT and my accs, to start praying more and if I don't change myself to be straight and "normal" then I'll end up in hell (we're muslim fyi and they're really traditional). My parents also found out that I was member of a GSA club at my school & said the teacher who started it is a pdo and child abser 😭 and should be fired. What I find really funny is that they kept threatening to take me out of the school & homeschool me but they never did and I PRAY they won't also they wanted to talk to my principal about the GSA club and they never did thankfully but I'm terrified they might next school year. Anyways, my parents have always been toxic and overly critical of everything I do ever since I could remember but I feel like since I was forced to come out they have been even more aggressive and i am just fed up af. I told some of my freinds but I wanna tell an adult I trust but idk how and I'm afraid my parents might know

sorry if this is too long

[small plank]

It's completely fine OP!

I'm so sorry for what your parents said, but don't give up, that's you, that's yourself, just hide if from them till you're 18 I guess. If it gets really bad u can also dm me in private, it doesn't seem like it will improve and I understand the fear, it's normal. I passed through it too when my father discovered I had a boyfriend. So um yeah, good luck, I'm really sorry to hear that this happened to you too.

[digital mango]

I'm sorry, it's really hard when you're forced to come out and even more when your family doesn't support you. It's really good that you talk about it. I don't know where you're from but maybe if you need help you can contact some associations or professionals just to talk to them and get advice. And if you feel safe enough with an adult then yeah it's still nice to try to talk, they could help you.
In the meantime, I'm sorry, I guess if you can't talk to any professional or adult you'll have to wait until you're 18. Just try to stay safe, you can hide if you want and lie to them but be carefull not to lie to yourself. You're you, you're part of the LGBTQ+ and we're all proud of you ! We have your back ;)
But really don't hesitate if you don't feel like staying with them, contact an association.

[boreal hornet]

Thanks you two! Appreciate it : D ❤️

[boreal hornet]

I'm sorry you went thru that : (

[boreal hornet]

Thx! Well, I kinda have to stay with them no matter what cuz I have no job and I depend on them for money