tw vent

[glossy stag]

i want to fucking cut so badly. i hate it. if you have the same problem, dont do it.
i‘ve been struggling with body dysmorphia and it looks like ill never change. i have broad shoulders and a big belly. i want to change i want to change so fucking badly. i look so bad from the side. when my arms are down, i look like a boy. i don’t wanna look like a boy. i wanna seem more girly. so the thought of cutting myself as a way as „you should’ve done better“ or like when i regret something i just cut. now im struggling from suicide, for some reason. if i just go on some rails, everything will change. i wanna die. plus, if i die i wont be struggling anymore and my parents will be happier.

[gloomy torrent]

start workin out, shed body fat and lean into a more lean physique. do calisthenics every night and diet, as for the dysmorphia seek out sum more professional help, workin out will do ya good in both fields tho

recommend startin small, we'll say 10 pushups and a 30s-1m plank, work your way up day by day and within a few weeks you'll see a difference