Why...

[gaunt dome]

I hate being a people pleaser ,I'm always laughed at and treated badly, I want to cut deeper and deeper every time. I feel lost and helpless...

[fair hemlock]

I know how that feels. I sometimes think I'm just this but of the joke who seems too soft and easy to annoy

I dont like being the weakling

But dont hurt yourself

If I know anything, that only causes more pain, and adds to emotional luggage that needs to be carried