I love hurting myself.

[feral turret]

I hate pain but I like to hurt myself or think of hurting myself. What is wrong with me.

[simple rune]

Most often, this kind of behavior is caused by self-aggression. Self-aggression is anger directed at oneself. This can happen if you often feel angry at someone but don’t express those emotions, or if, for one reason or another, you’re angry at yourself (for example, if you can’t forgive yourself for a bad action, a wrong decision, etc.). It’s a common phenomenon—it doesn’t mean you’re a bad or broken person. It just means you need to learn how to release your anger in healthy ways.

[shut pendant]

if i was joking i would say you are a masochist but you may be suffering from something (what it is i have no clue) however if you need to talk to someone about it theres plenty of people here than can help and if you need professional help therapy is always an option

[feral turret]

Therapy scares me.

[feral turret]

Maybe I really don't know

[shut pendant]

do you have a pet

if you do just pretend its a person and vent to it

it worked for me

[feral turret]

I have many

[feral turret]

I genuinely don't know what's wrong with me.

All I want to do is hurt myself

[feral turret]

I'm tempted.

[feral turret]

I hurt myself

I genuinely couldn't stop myself from doing it

[shut pendant]

i would genuinly recoment therapy for something like this

you said before you dont know why you do it

i would try to see if you can find what drives you to do it

[feral turret]

I'll try