Basically, I've been feeling worse about the situation I had. I lost so many friends for dating someone with a 2-year age gap. My partner and I have been together for about 2 months. I feel like it's my fault that it happened. I want to cry, but I can't. I want to tell my partner about what happened, but I can't. I don't know what to do. I just feel like a burden to everyone. I tried so hard to be a good friend to those people. I just want friends who understand me because I'm special needs. I'm apparently an attention seeker now. I just want friends who care about me and understand that I have issues with making friends, and I wish they understood that I'm trying my best.
#I just do not what to do
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I have autism and ik how u feel
I understand feeling like a burden to people, it's no fun.
I always felt like I was horrible person I misunderstood the situation and pretty much everyone block me It feels like I cant do anything right without hurting someone feels
I understand feeling like a horrible person because of a misunderstanding, and getting blocked for that is quite cruel, and feeling like not being able do things without hurting people is not uncommon
As soon I joined the server I saw them talking bad about me and my partner
Oh that's awful, I'm so sorry to hear that
I felt like I was going to cry because I always was so nice to them
I hate when people who you're nice to talk bad about you, it's just so cruel
I always let them vent to me because I cared and this how they want to treat me
That's so terrible, I'm sorry this is all happening to you
apparently they have a issue with me being friends with 11 year old to they want to leave the friendship but I do not want to I have friends who are younger than me irl so why is that big deal
Listen, I'm incredibly tired, and I'm to the point where I can't give good advice, so I'm gonna go to sleep, I'm so sorry